I re-watched Batman Begins today to get myself even more amped.
I am starting to really perfect my decorating skills in hopes to start my own business as an on the side sort of job. So i need some experience. If you need a cake let me know. I wouldnt charge anything for the first time. I just need opinions, and some challenges (custom cakes) etc.
Put me to work! Its free!
Also... not just now.. keep me in mind for later too. I don't have too mnay pictures of my creations. I think i only have one picture of a cake i made for my friend Anne's birthday last year because thats when i got my digital.
But as I bake more cakes, I will post pics. I can replicate cakes that you have a picture of i'm sure.



Happy Earth Day
<3
Me
Christmas morning at our house
Presents under the tree
Johanna looking at all the presents we were opening
"WHy did you put me in this dress mommy?"
"Even more unenthused than before"
Grandma and me!!
My brothers, Brandon (left) And Mike (right)
Uncle Mike and Johanna
In my new Sabres outfit and ready for the Game tonight!!!
A video, she starts talking a minute in. She was being stubborn for the first minute because she was so interested in the camera pointing at her.
The best one is Johanna's head and upper body with my hand supporting her head and Jamey;s hand supporting mine. Its seriously beautiful! And such a good picture that it looks like a fake, with a baby model : D
The unfortunate part is we don't get the actual pictures until October 18th. And there is no way of viewing them online either.
Sucks! I seriously CANNOT wait. We got two other poses too that are so frigen adorable. Hurry up October 18th!!!
Last night was fun. Jamey and I got some alone time because my mom watched the baby.
We had a really fun night together, although we missed Johanna SOOO bad. Both of us. It didnt take away from our fun though. It is just sort of weird being without her for long periods of time. Its amazing how much that little girl means to us. Its indescribable.
I just gave Johanna a bath, and now I am pumping, and we are going to Target in a little while.
She was smiling at me all morning. Like she was happy to see me too, and missed me and my voice. She is so alert and aware, its so incredible. All these people tell us how good she is doing for just being under 4 weeks, with her awareness. Its so amazing to watch her eyes stare at things, to watch her stare at her mirror and her toys and for hours hit her rattle dangling toy over and over, sometimes missing it, and getting frustrated, but then trying again and getting it. She is really so smart and you can tell is learning by trial and error. She even cries less when its time to eat, like she knows its just a matter of moments before she gets food. her routines are becoming regular and she is adapting so well, and advancing so quickly. As for her size, she is really big and has grown out of two outfits already. : ( A purple sleeper, and now her purple octopus dress which she is wearing today for the last time.. It JUST fits.

You're a Toddler!
The Freud Test
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Darla, Freud would say your strongest unconscious conflict stems from events that happened when you were a Toddler.
He would also conclude that relative to others, your personality today is moderately affected by the events of your childhood. It appears that your biggest unconscious conflict that still afflicts you stems from what Freud defined as the anal stage of development that occurred when you were between a year and a half and three years old. Freud would say that this conflict can manifest in your personality by giving you a tendency to be especially orderly or clean, or "retentive." You may also harbor a strong rebellious streak. This normally happens when parents toilet-train a child on some kind of schedule, rather than at the child's natural pace and the child naturally reacts by struggling for their autonomy and the legitimacy of their needs.
Freud defined five psychosexual developmental stages that everyone goes through on their way from infancy to adolescence. And each of those stages is associated with adult personality traits. At each stage, we all had to overcome certain "conflicts" or hurdles as we learned new skills and developed relationships with others. No one gets through all five stages without having trouble with at least one of them. And it's this unresolved "trouble" that Freud encouraged people to travel back to, recognize, and overcome.
My ex-aunt, is writing a novel.
She is a big buffy fan and is rewriting the ending of Buffy because she thought it could end better.
go to this website and support her.
Thankx!!!!
www.freewebs.com/willowspromise/
-John F Kennedy
Mark Twain:
Always tell the truth. That way, you don't have to remember what you said.
Montaigne:
He who is not sure of his memory should not undertake the trade of lying.
George Eliot:
Falsehood is easy, truth so difficult.
Noam Chomsky:
It is the responsibility of intellectuals to speak the truth and expose lies.
If you do not tell the truth about yourself you cannot tell it about other people.
To rationalize their lies, people -- and the governments, churches, or terrorist cells they compose -- are apt to regard their private interests and desires as just.
A lie with a purpose is one of the worst kind, and the most profitable.Author: Josh Billings
Ask me no questions and I'll tell you no lies.Author: Oliver Goldsmith
A man would rather have a hundred lies told of him than one truth which he does not wish should be known.
Author: Samuel Johnson
A liar begins with making falsehood appear like truth and ends with making truth itself appear like falsehood.
Author: William Shenstone
Author: George Bernard Shaw
You can best reward a liar by believing nothing of what he says.
Author: Aristippus
\He who tells a lie is not sensible of how great a task he undertakes; for he must be forced to invent twenty more to maintain that one.
Author: Alexander Pope
It is hard to tell if a man is telling the truth when you know you would lie if you were in his place.
Author: H.l. Mencken
Half the truth is often a great lie.
Author: Benjamin Franklin
Here is a list of furniture we need,
if oyu have suggestions, donations, furniture you want to sell, furniture someone else wants to sell or get rid of that you know, please let me or jamey know
Thank you.
Also if you have any other odds and ends you are looking to part with, that i may not realize i need, let me know of that too.
List:
Couch
loveseat
dining set
(chairs and table)
end table(s)
washer
dryer
coffee table
entertainment center
dressers
any baby things
a pet fence (or child safety fence for a doorway)
curtains
small floor mats or rugs
lamps
cant think of anyhting more at the moment
some of these things are less important than others
but feel free to contact me if you think of something
THANKS!!!!!!!!!!


HAPPY PASSOVER!!
SHALOM!
Cannoli's
Why are they so good???? Why the hell do they have to be so frigen good?
I'm on cannoli #2
in the last 24 hours.
one more of these, and Johanna might look like a cannoli.: P
I'm also banned from french fries for the remainder fo my pregnancy.
This is the most ridiculous post ever. I am wasting time. I started a paper on philosophy of mind, and I hate it so much i dont want to finish.
Its due at this time tommorow : (
Luckily my group project due tommorow is almost finished, and is fun.
This paper sucks.
Help
Oh well, only a few more hours, and then i get to bask in his radiant light of love.
I remember being a lottle asshole and making fun of Kmart, like it was the cheap place and poor people went there. Now we have Walmart for that. lol.
I have now given up Walmart for Kmart (although Walmart does have better prices). Kmart has nicer things and is still well preiced, and has a good maternity section and great baby stuff.
And Kohls! THAT is my favorite Depatment store by far. I got 100$ worth of shoes for 26$ on sale. And my mom made me throw out my boots, when i got home, because i was in tears from walking so much in them, i had to wear my new shoes out of Kohls.
I got such frigen adorable baby stuff today! I got this native american t-shirt for the baby, which has this little cute raccoon on it. It was on sale and the last one at soem store i wandered into. And its tiny cuz its for newborns. Also, I got a bunny stuffed animal for her/him, and also these duck towels for taking a bath, with the little hood for its head. : ) And i got ducks becasue everyone says im having a duck. because of my sono pictures being all fuzzy and the jaw bone whitness distiction looking all duck like. fun fun.
hmmm. OH! and i'm most likely purchasing tomorrow, the baby stroller, the bassenet, and the play pen, which converts into a bed, and a changing table : ) And one of those vibrating chairs. Me and my mom found these awesome deals. So we shopped around and couldnt find anything better so we are gonna get them tommorow.
Im bored. Sabres game is on, but i went out for last nights game and was so heartbroken i dont feel like watching tonights.
I just finished watching the Prestige, which was pretty frigen good.
Im exhausted. Last night was tiring, all day was extremely tiring, and now im burned menatlly and physically from all this running around. I'm still sick. And it sucks. Hopefully tommorow afternoon is Annabelle lee's and Dark LAdy's time ?? : )
Okay, was playing around with my camera.
Here is a shot, where i must've moved. NOw you see my sideways face right?
But do you see the face thats staring straight ahead??? If you look from far back, its a whole face. I played with photoshop, the face disappears under certain conditions; so i'll post a bunch of different versions of the pic.
Maybe someone can help me. Is this a double exposure? or a ghost? Is that MY face? Or someone else's??? Im freaked.
original Picture:
does anyone see his whole face??? the nose and chin and blond hair???? its like a long face. the pic below shoes the putline of the front face a bit more, you can see the nose and chin in this one i think. the chin is blue
This here below, is my face cut out, you can still see part of my eye on the side, but the face is in color and the faces eye is black shaded.
what do you guys think?
Im doing more expirementing with the photo. Some ways, he doesnt even show up

